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                   It was one of those days
        when you need a hug more than anything.

Soo schools back in and it couldn't hate it more.it sucks.

This weekend:
friday- school of course. i came home and packed and stuff. then i got to get a slushie from speedway it was really good but it was kinda a bad idea becuz it was really cold outside when i got to the campgrounds.i waited for ashley and brook to get there and 2 hours later they did. lol. then we went for a walk and ended up hanging out with bradley, brad gullet..aka brad pitt and scottie i think. hmm basically whenever im with them its funn..most likely hung out in the game room since it was so cold. walked aroundd.ohh yess. okay so i had like this little hole on my pants near the vagina area[lol] and while me ashley and brook were waiting for bradley brad and scottie to came back from their camper.i decided to do a handstand.well it didn't work well and i kinda heared a ripping noise.. and of course it w as my pants.. they ripped a little more..so bradley brad and scottie came back and they were laughing at me[lol] then they told me to do the slips.weeeeelll it ripss more. it rippped so much it just came to the point were i ripped them half way down the leg..and i looked like a fag walking around like that[lol] then we got to the basketball court and they all ripped it all the way..so it now looked like a skirt on one side[haha] well of course im not gonna go back to my camper like that..so i told ashley to go get some duct tape[hahahha] well brad pitt tried duct taping them back together but it didn't work. but it was hilarious.. then ashley broght some sweats over to me that i could change into.. so hear i am at the park changing my pants with all these boys around and they were laughing at me.it was pretty great though but then it came to end so everyone exchanged hugs and went back to camper..well ash and brooke sayed with me cuz we were suppost to sneak out and go to bradley's tent buttt my dad stayed up all night. lol.great day
saturday-what a rainyy day it was.!! stayed in the camper until like 3 and then went to the game room and hung out wiht bradley and brad pitt[of course] i don't exactly know what went on that day.lol. but it was such a crappy day that my hair kept going unstraight and it was making me mad!! imm pretty sure we all hung out on the dock for a while. talking about gay stuff and laughing at brad pitt's jokes. they are seriously the greatest. i love brad pitt. the game room was pretty much the place to be that nightt.cuz we are cool. but when it got dark me and ashley ran away from bradley brad and scottie. and we were like trying to hide from them..and ashley went back to get camper to pee and i went back to mine and i was just dancing on the deck[haha im gay] and then i hear people calling my name andd it was them.. im like shit keep dancing you dont hear them.haha but then i felt bad so i went over there. innocent and everything. [haha] and their like we were looking all over for you! im like hmmmm it was hilariousss once again 12 came around and we had to go back to our campers. this time only ashley stayed with me and she ate honey combes and told me stories..we were suppost to sneak out again butt yeah father was awake and we fell asleep.[haha]
sunday-niceeee day..woke up at like 12 then showered and everything..we were suppost to go to the dock becuz bradley wanted us to but we didn't end up going..we walked around and bradley, brad scottie and a few others wanted us to walk with them..so we did. and we ended up at their camper in their tent which is really big!!! we hung out there and then at like 3 ashley and brook got paged back to their camper[hahah] then they came bakc and said they had to leave soo i stayed in the tent with bradley brad and scottie. brad gave me a foot massage just like he did saturday too.hahah... we were in the tent from like 2-7 [lol] it was pretty greattttt.but then we all went down to my camper.. took nathan and coco on a walk with bradley brad and scottie. then we ditched the little kids and went in the game room. hehe and we all messed around and this one kid was like stalking me and it was verryy scary..he wanted me to dance w ith him and such things and im like no no no leave me alone. HELP! lOl.anywaysss we met this one kid named Travis and the boys played pool wiht him.. and then later we played basketball which playing in the dark is hard.. you can't even see the ball!! lOl.. but bradley got mad at mee cuz his brothers and brad were giving me hugs and he got a bit jealous.. but they are all younger so i was like wtff?! haha but i love themmmm all. andd i was sad when i had to go back to my camper i went back and did homewrok untilk like 12:30 then went to bed.. ohhh they wanted to go sneak out..of course but i was too scared since iwas all alone
monday-fuck this day sucked...i didnt get to see bradley or brad before they left..i was very sad and we didnt leave the campgrounds until like 5 and that made me mad becuz i wanted to come homee.but the only thing that made my day better was the fact that brad pitt AND bradley called me.. but i wasn't home...so i didnt get to talk to them and now i really miss my boys.. they're serioulsy like my familyy and i wont get to see them this coming weekend cuz bradley is going to west virgina and brad pitt might too.. so hopefuly i get to see them the weekend after this one

welp i have to go do homework...wishing it was still the weekend cuz i miss it already

</3 everything is soo wrong && it's all my fault....FUCK!

whatever :(

[I finally meet someone that i actually liked talking to,i would  get on the internet and stay up late just to talk to you.You were nice from the start and it just kept getting better and better as the days went on.I knew i was falling for you..and fast. But i just couldn't show you i liked you so fast. I needed more time as being friends with you, but don't get me wrong i liked you just as much as you said you liked me. We had a few problems in the beginning which are now over but that doesn't even matter because you screwed me over and im sure you don't even care.You act as if you never even knew me.And you act like you aren't in love with me like you said before. Now it makes me wonder if you even meant a word you said or if it was just a lie.You just don't understand.You never knew how i felt because if i told you,,you would have something against me and im not one to show weakness.You're making a big mistake and deep inside you know it. Trust me things won't ever be the same again with the person you want it to be. Been there and done that. Don't waste your time. Im not typing this to make you feel bad or to make you like me again. Im typing this because you need to know what its been like for me since i heard what was going on with you. And trust me i know what its like to be you and the situation you are in. It sucks but you don't have to do it again.And if you do,,,don't be suprised if it ends up like the last time and you get hurt again. Also don't be suprised if i say, told you so. I don't care who reads this and you know who its about. thats nice because it's only for one person.]

All because of one person that doesn't know what they  want

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so here is what i've been up to since last time i updated...

friday-im rather sure i stayed at home and just talked on the computer all night as i always do and prolly watched tv got fatter,,ya knoww :)
saturday-layed around..took a shower.taylor lynn came over. i babysat my neighbors emma and tj..nathan also while my parents were at a party..had them from like 8-2.wow i must say i was a bit tired.but i played tetris attack with taylor[she sucks] haha..and im sure we did much more but i can't remember cuz it was awhile ago :)
sunday-sat around with taylor most of the day playing frogger and calling our friends we love dearly[haha] then taylor's mom picked her up at like 5 or around there.and i went and showered,,picked my room up a little..and when i say a little i mean just one thing off the ground.[haha] then around 8  i was talking to taylor and we decided we were both bored.so me and my sister went and got tay and came back here..talked to fags on the computer..played frogger/tetris attack..took gay photos of ourselves..prolly went to bed aroud  3 :)
monday- uhh got up,,hung around. im guessing taylor played frogger.haha..tehn we got on the computer and around whatever time her mom came and picked her up..i took a shower and then watched tv,,ate..then talked on the computer all night :)
tuesday- hpm did nothing special..besides get fatter :)
wednesday- got fat,then fattter and then ever fatter! haha *jaykay*..i layed around[like always] until hmm 6,,then i showered got dressed and such..cleaned my bathroom and then taylor asked me to stay at her houseyyy and i said yaya.so did my mother[of course] so her mom came and got me..went thurr..seen her MESSY room[haha] then got on the computer for like 5 hours..watched like 4 next's,, colored umm talked to people on the phone[lOl] then went to bed at like hmm 4?..[haha] :)
thursday-got up around 3 or so..played a little frogger[im getting better!] then played with taylor's sisters baby[hes sooo cute!] then my mom came and got me..i came home and unloaded grocerys from walmart..then i did stuff then watched judge judy..fell alseep for like 20 minutes..then i got on the computer..watched more tv.then watched shrek..ate ramen noodles[yumm] and now im here..prolly gonna be on all night[as usual] or i might go and play frogger...but thats lonely and im not use to being lonely. lol :)

friday-sunday;;going camping with the family[of course] since we didn't go last weekend..it should be fun since my cousins should be there[not sure]..also taylor lynn might go wiht me becuz she loves me and we are just always together it seems.lol and my sisterr is having a friend come too..possibly! :)

.:.PICTURES of ME and Taylor being rather GAY!.:.

                   iiM DONE

                           :)